School.
This year.
Maybe its because I have to take summer classes. Which suck.
Or maybe because things aren't going so well for me in other places.
All I want to do is sleep.
I have no ambition to do my homework or reading assignments or even go to class anymore.
On the other hand, I'm not sure I want to even live in this area anymore.
I
don't know what I want. The fact that I'll be 28 this year and haven't
really done anything with my life so far is somewhat depressing. I feel
like I'm a couple years behind. Like I shouldn't be 27 now. I feel like I
should still be 23. Then again, my boyfriend left me because he thinks
he's still 21 and doesn't know who he is.
It's like I don't have
any motivation til this time of the day. It's 12:20 a.m. I've spent all
day in my pajamas until about 7 tonight when the cable went out and I
went for a walk. I am so not a morning person. And the school schedule
changes every 8 weeks.
Why can't I just live? There's so much
pressure on my generation to go to college and get a degree and have a
career and be married and have a family and what not.... but some of us
just aren't gonna do that.
Ok I'm totally lost at what I was gonna write tonight. I just don't know. That's the basis of it. I just don't know.
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